30 June 2014

Same little kid

Same little kid

I am still the same little kid
who use to cry for wrong time
I am the same little kid who wishes
to hear some sweet words to smile.

I smiled when you called
I smiled when you smiled
I am the same little kid who
wishes to be a grown up every night!

I do shout with anger,
I punish myself at times,
I am that same little kid
whom you will find me in the corner of room ,Crying!

That soothing touch, That gentle care
Mother you mock me with your love Every Time
I am the same little kid, Whom you shaped for so long
to turn into a soul worthy to smile.

I respect for all what you have shredded on me
I care and I love to see smile every time
I am the same little kid, who is grown up this time

Who have learned the value of your smile,
and wishes to see you smile,
Because that’s what makes me to smile.

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25 June 2014

My last phone call with a compliment

Phone call

“And she said the same little stuff…..your voice really sounds good on the phone”

And this was the point when the whole conversation got shifted from the topic of objective to the topic of fun and needs.
Phone call, the modern evolution in the need of people, which gave an awesome experience of talking, I mean who cares about the technical part.
 This is the evolution which is best used by the youngster, around, I mean how much tough task they do, to plan for stalking new girl in the college, or planning to go for outing and the best of all is #relationship. Something for which you can never judge that in what way relationship can take advantage of this feature, but lets be simple, I planned my first date as well as first kiss on the phone call only, “For sure you need to build up a motivating factor before doing something.”….and I almost forgot, that was the place where she luckily complimented me for the very last time, ;)
Whenever I feel like I am of no use, I just rewind myself to the old time, more clearly to that very last time
#Played  “Your voice sounds good on the phone” , and the very moment when I start smiling , somethings contradict the moment,
#She “Don’t forget to give me the call at 11” and currently clock is ticking to 12 ;) Pheww, have to suffer with the worst part “Called, and the very moment heard that sweet little voice carved with blend of emotions, I mean do you really think that a girl can affect you even in bad mood”….a girl like her can never “As the very moment when start shouting on you I feel like she is loving me even more” and that’s something which keeps me motivated to the other mistake around.

“Someone said that fight is actually necessary in relationship it builds understanding, for me actually it build LOVE”
I mean I can be this much positive, because once you have already been scolded ,the temperature will for sure cool down, and I really can say foolish are those who fight on a phone call.
And I guess I have lost my track, “for sure girls make you go the other way , they have some kind of constraints :P”
It didn’t even required me more then second to speak up my heart “I mean I was literally feeling that to speak “but you know the general Indian thinking” what she might think?
But I guess when things have to happen they really do, “She was having sweet little voice, and when I say sweet I don’t know why I start imagining #LOLA from loony toones ;).

And the moment when I stated that, I guess the curtains which were holding my horses was finally set to release and that was the time when I finally felt like its me who is interacting, or I guess I finally rejoiced that I spoke.
“Phone calls are best medium to speak something which you actually can’t speak infront”
Atleast I guess this is something which allows a person having speech impairment (#stammering) problem to propose. ;) “

And when you have a sweet voice calling from the other side, its like drug for which you get addicted. 

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23 June 2014

Is this the best way......to do?

Even if i say things are normal they are not because something is really missing when you are not around, and when you act nerd in that situation it pisses me more then anything else.

Is this the best way…….to do!

Is this the best way to tackle my bad mood

to ignore my every statement, to ignore my irritation
and concentrating on your personal fun.

Is this really the time, to play kid

to play to ignorance part to handle me fit

I don’t think I am alike, feeling all the fun
I don’t smile on your stupid fillers,
with which you think I like some.

Maybe its time to talk or way out,

maybe the urge will prick my heart out.

Is this really the best which you think from your mind
or this fun and flare is just asking you to ignore 
the wishes and needs of mine.

A simple text , at different time, I really don’t feel alive

to watch those clock with the missing time,
I may be selfish, or more or less at heart
but is this the time , for you to start,

Is this the time, for you to turn your back on

I wish to ignore you all the time,

I wish to turn off my cell phone with the anger of mine
it may be off use when I have something to do
but this feelings don’t allow me too

Is this really the best way, to tackle my mood

to ignore me in the end, to enjoy your mood.

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22 June 2014

I wish I have it simple and clear!!

(Its an Indian trend i mean howsoever , an Indian female whether there in corporate world or as a housewife always wishes that his husband come home early so that they can spend time.) 

I wish I have it simple and clear!!

You know it’s difficult to wait for you so long
you know this feeling crunch my heart.
I wish I have a simple form of love
as its really hurt to be there in love.

I wish you could understand, what I mean
It take me so long to check the doors
every night with same old plee

Honey that you will be early tonight
I wish to end up sleeping holding you tight.
This form of love which you & I share
Brings me in more pain, when imagine the old glare

The moment when we both, enjoyed so long
with all the spell, together on and on
I wish ,that I don’t consider that fact
But honey you know people say
Love don’t last long!!!

I feel this crunch, this burden on my heart
I feel this fear that we won’t last
I know I have to be understanding and dear
I know I have to tackle this stupid glear

But baby can’t you take one day off
Can’t it be the same us from 5 years back
Is marriage a pain, or society is not clear
This heart is binding me to a very wrong gear
I wish to be there in just simple world,
I wish to have just my simple love

To hold you tight and take you in arms every night
I wish that my innocence don’t bring a fight.
I love you a lot, a lot to be said
I am worried to wait for this time as I said.

I wish that I won’t behave in this way
but honey, this frustration is scratching my pain,
Missing you is eternal, loving you is also the same
I wish that I have my love simple and clear
I just wish to last long as you only dear.

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21 June 2014

My metro ride

My metro ride

Its more often the same routine every weekday, waking up at 8, trying hard to fight with the restrained effect of last night nocturnal sleep, I wonder when I will start acting like a normal person, following early to bed phenomenon. Never mind I suppose this has been way gone fact for the modern era youth. As I suppose there are really very less number of people who sleep early though.
        So fighting with the restrained effect of last night, I am here getting ready for my internship program, its a way long journey from dwarka metro station to noida sec 15 , I mean if you are a delhihite you will know what it means and if not then I guess it cost me around 1 hour and 30 minutes in total.
        Giving me more then sufficient time to complete a section of my novel which I was reading or watching some of my list of movies or animation. But the tricky part which lies there is fighting for the seat. Its no good to plan anything if you end up on your feets in the metro. And usually I do get one, as it use to be the starting point for metro, even though it use to be the office hours.
        But that’s what I like about it, I mean boarding a metro In the office hours is way more fun allowing you to meet and see different types of people who exist in our society, and I am serious about it you can try it on your own.
        It was just within seconds when I checked in the boarding point I rushed towards the escalators, skipping the steps to be quick on it, while it is always fun to notice some, who just hesitate to take a step on it and likewise are fascinated to try it. I should not make fun, but I like to watch people getting use to with the technological advancement which we exhibit when I think positively.
        2 minutes to go for the metro to arrive,    the speaker buzzed with a male and a female voice, and that’s something I am use to of it for every morning. But just with the useful info only, as to the voice which I hear inside metro usually pisses me off, certainly in a way that if I would know who he is, I will for sure ask his/her children that “how they feel about there parents”

The moment I enter in the metro I search for the corner seat not because I like to sit  at that end but just because I want to avoid that kind of person coming up who just ask out of nowhere, “that sir, can you please sit aside and allow me to sit” even though there don’t use to be any room” . And I must say that the way they ask is not at all similar to this one I #wrote.
Ah and I missed that is certainly not the seat which is marked with few of the deadliest tag for the youngster like us and for a male its even worst
1-For ladies only
2-For senior citizen
3-For someone who need it more, again with the slip of senior citizen/pregnant lady tag.

I usually avoid these seat, either ways I don’t sit literally when I get a one too, as I often feel bad when some one come and ask me to stand up.
While it’s not even fun to watch some  lady, Fighting around with the male sitting on the reserved seat for lady, as though they get stubborn to raise, and start fighting that why the seats are reserved for them even though they have whole compartment around . (Ohh and here I almost forgot to tell an important announcement , I will quote it in the way as it use to be “the compartment in the moving direction of the metro is reserved for ladies, boarding that compartment is an punishable offence”).
I usually end up dropping in between that situation and ask patiently with the guy or sir to kindly go with the rules, I mean atleast someone has to raise the voice to avoid this mishappening.
And suddenly I hear an old creaky voice “These fool kids of today, they just plug in the headphone and keep on doing stupidity”, I didn’t even have to move to decrypt it, it was the same bunch of old people bragging way long about the young generation to pass time during metro, Its often fun to hear their conversation, with their logic coming straight forward, and I do it pretending that I am tuning into music while the songs remain at pause.
        But still above all it always bugs me the same sound of information which gets aired “the doors will open on the left/right” whatever.

While looking to the crowd inside the metro its often filled with life, I mean people really pastime in the way their nature is….and that’s true that its easy to observe then and identify that which kind of being they are , you need not to be Sherlock holmes for this.
It was yesterday only when I saw an interesting pair of mom and son, who was busy commenting about the crowd in the silly way by whispering into each other ears and smiling like nothing.
And a day before I overheard two girl trying to talk about the fashion sense of all the ladies who were there in the compartment, its fun either ways #devil me inside, but it was more fun when they actually shifted in commenting from ladies to male figures around, with the rating action. I mean this was something way more common when guys do, but when it was actually going on from girls side, I was actually enjoying it. (Same headphone trick with no sound track around) ;) .
Oh and I can’t miss that crowd of girl who are so into themselves that they are always busy in talking about the new cosmetics in the market, or to the nail art which they tried last day. Sale in the malls are also one part of there talk most of time. And when it comes to me I really feel sick about shopping as I feel like it never ends for a girl.
Well talking about Delhi you sure can’t miss the bunch of travelers from abroad watching confusingly the display tabs that where the metro is leading. These are some of the important parts of the metro crowd I suppose.
While recently another things which sicks me out is the game #candy crush, if you like it then its good , and if you don’t then the same sounds bugs your ear like poison, I kind of liked it at first but the sooner I got request out of nothing on facebook I started generating a feeling of hatred for it. And that something which is so common inside metro, while most of the people who don’t listen to music and are not interested in enjoying observing around they end up in their own world on candies.
                        “A loud creak of smile, and we actually boarded it” I heard these couple of words, and then figured it out that if you missed the love birds from the metro part, then I am sure I will end up being tagged as jerk. Because the most exciting of all is watching them search the corner areas of gates or the central joint of the two compartments, living away from the crowd and actually spending time to the fullest with their partner.
A hand on the shoulder or arms around, holding into conversation and acting like they are totally in an isolated world that’s something which are an interesting part of the metro, and if you are lucky enough you can actually spot some of couple doing wild things inside the metro, I am sure they thinks no is one is watching but, come on you can’t be that stupid. Because if you are carried out by harmones then I am sure the other one is too. ;)
There are few corporate couples or wannabe couples too, I mean there are some sort of category for them, I can’t skip as they usually be busy with their office chat, or the guy usually be busy trying to hit on girl while the girl use to be smart enough to tag him along like nothing, and vice versa.
And from no where breaking the chill of their romance there comes the sound of few children who are actually trying to have some sort of fun in the metro as if that’s their joyride. “I wonder if it was there at my time of childhood I would have also enjoyed it in the same way”.
But I like the most interesting part when a mother try to make his/her new born child/kid to stop crying, in the bunch of crowd. I mean there I observe I series of emotions overall and the different behavior even while some of the mother really love to handle the situation there are even few who end up hitting a tight slap to the one, and the child for sure end up crying even more.
“But but but, there comes a wicked smile from the person who just sat on the left out seat, “and the story use to be the same one “two people, one seat” the one who gets is the winner.
I Don’t know how long will they take to atleast grow like a human, but for sure you can’t overlook that the society is really growing to an extent, because I really witnessed a pair of gay couples trying to ease up in the corner of the compartment ,I mean I had to watch them but unluckily I was standing next to them, and ultimately I was so irritated that I left that place and walked out. “Being straight is really good, overall” and I mean it from the bottom of my heart.
Metro, is a place where you find all , class of people sitting next to each other, I am sure there are some who avoid sitting next to the ugly face but still lets overlook it, That’s where we actually agree with the point “Unity in diversity”
Where its fun for each and everyone to that group of school student who talk about classroom stuff, or girls or the new game in the market, or to the one who had loaded 3.55mm jack gun in their ears shooting hard with loud streak of music. Its fun to see people reading there last work, I mean how can they concentrate ,#novel goes fine either ways but I am talking about real studies.

I suppose I am not a bookish type overall…….But its always fun ending up with experiencing new kind of people around.
Next station is Noida sec15.
Ohh that’s my destination, I guess I would be going andthis is my experience regarding metro overall. I hope you would have experienced this on all and even more though.

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19 June 2014

Lost in your Thoughts

"There are few states of mind when you just can't act in the way you use to because you are all lost in your own world of thoughts, screwing some of the things which you never wished for"

Lost in some thoughts

Its hard to live up to the experiences which i endure
Its hard to see the tears which i own
I may be the culprit of some of the past time
It's hard to say that I selfish,some time!

While at moments when i look her cry
It's hard to feel the essence of my mind
I am not cold, I am not mad
I am just lost in some of thoughts of the past time.

Sometimes I feel Numb, Sometimes I act strange
While sometimes I feel jealous, for some stupid game.

These thoughts crave the hell out of me,
I am broken, but the blame is still on me
Lost in some thoughts, I can't think straight

I need that hand to walk me on my way
In search of the light which guide me at wrong times,
I need that arms to surround me all tight.

I missed, some moments which I crave for All night!
I take the blame on me, But I want you by my side,

Its not the end for me, Its just the starting of my love
I have the faith on my thoughts, that I won't screw up.

I still feel your hands, slipping off from my palm
I still feel your voice, asking me to move on,
I can't take those thoughts off,
which are running through my mind.

Its hard to feel the same love of time,
as memories are fading with the guilt of mine.
I stand still in crowd to get lost in the mob,
I...walk in the rain, to just think that i am not crying.

Its still hard to accept that...i was somewhere with a smile
I find difficult to ask, that can you be again MINE?

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